First things first (for the all one of you wondering) No, I STILL have not heard shit about that last round of tests. You know the ones that decide between chemo and radiation or removing half of my lung. I am at a loss, my GP is at a loss (and she's been trying!) and we continue to wait.
I will admit to totally having fallen off the ex-smoker band wagon. It happens, stress and such. Back on it now though so I guess that is good.
I am still without sims. I have come to accept this. The issue is my computer and not just one or two simple things with my computer either, but rather the whole thing and the generally bad perfomance at all times which becomes glaringly obvious when you try to run things that are not as "optomized" (we are going to go with that description rather than the actual words I usually use which may or may not contain clunky and shit-stack in the descriptors). It is not JUST Sims I have issues with either. It is just sims that I notice it with the most (probably because the quick restart every 30 minutes to an hour with other things is not so quick with TS2 ...). The upside to all of this being that I am getting a new computer. The downside to that being it is taking time to do this as I research each part I am adding to a tenative list that will be handed to Mathew for the final "Make it work and order it" portion of the process. Further on the upside, I am excited as hell about the whole process, this is going to be a kick-ass awesome system. I will share the final specs (and pics!) for those on the f-list who (like me) enjoy drooling over PC builds.
A good portion of my last post was Mass Effect. I am going to pretend Mass Effect didn't happen. Yes, I did finish all three games and no, I was not disapointed with the endings (the most common complaint I keep hearing). My issues all settle very firmly into the 10 minutes just BEFORE the endings in which everything that has happened to that point is ripped to shreds and tossed out. Not even called into question. Plot = NEGATED!
And now is when I back away from that whole topic ... ask
amochan8878 she heard ALL about it and that was three or four days after the fact. (Sorry Amo, I promise I am better now and can totally carry on a normal conversation again. Plus, I kind of really still want to hook you up with those copies we were talking about. It's all about the elves, not that there aren't a host of other sexy, tortured, brooding males who aren't elves, just that those descriptors are so much better with pointy ears.)
Speaking of Amo (she is totally wondering what in hell she didn't do this time that I am going to blame her for right now ... lol) I had promised her a Pleasantries wrap up. A funny thing happened though. I sat down to start organizing all of the snippets and bits and notes and ... realized that in my efforts to make them make sense I was writing the damn story anyway.
Not sure how I feel about this. I am by no means doing it justice at this point either, but I almost think there will be a point when I might be able to. Not sure what I am going to do about this. Set it aside for a bit longer and see what happens? Try writing something else in the mean time? Something simple and uncomplicated just to get back into the groove? Don't know, but I am sure it will sort itself out.
Anyway, this is pretty much just me keeping in touch. I am going back to reading now. I am in the middle of a horrible, awful, wonderfully written tear jerker I have been trying to work my way through in small doses. I think I don't have enough tissues to make it to the end this time, but I am going to try.